Life Sux.... Been Good Sux......

WHERE THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE FIND TIME???!!!!

dammit.... ppl find time to go out, to do their projects, to say goodbyes, to catch up, to pray, to have fun, to have hobbies.... WHY CAN'T I DO THAT TOO??!!!!

i have trouble squeezing time to catch up with studies, catch up w frenz, n catch up on sleep!! dammit... i seem to need lots of sleep... that's all i do... eat n sleep... it's amazing i'm still not fat.... DAMMIT.

WHY DON'T PPL NEED TO STUDY??? i dun geddit.... some can ace w/o studying... some can get their 4.5++ CAP and STILL balance frenz, studies, hobbies, fun... it's NOT FAIR! and some ppl ask stupid qn during lect n STILL get 3.5++ CAPs.... mayb i should start asking stupid qns too....

dammit... i hate getting angry.... my head hurts when i get too angry..... n when i lose it.... BAM! dammit....... luckily... i dun lose it often. YAY ^_^ world peace!! =D

Why can't I slack...... Why can't I juz be like an angel... watching life go by from the comfort of heaven..... n helping ppl as n when i like n when i see fit.... with no need to think for reason..... why why....
oh yeah... that's right... coz i'm still alive, n fun only comes when i'm dead =p

beauty in humanity

no i'm not goin philosophical here...

just gonna say what i ... urm.. observe... =D

mayb i'm born a pessimist, mayb i'm just blind,

mayb i'm a bad judge of character, or just plain stupid. (most probably the last option ^_^)

but over the span of my not-so-short life of 23 years (YES i'm getting OLD..)
life has never failed to surprise me.

people i've known for only a moment, others i've known for years, and all surprise me with things they do.

the depths of compassion some possess, the strength of will others exhibit, and of course..
the love some pour out to the point of overflow for fellow humans.

life never fails to amaze me, n tho i'm being realistic to say i can never lead a life of immortality,

it'd be nice, if i could spend life, simply as a spectator

just observing, watching, soaking in, and enjoying, the beauty
this world has gifted us, gifted me.

pity, tho, that i'm still but a one in this world of many, so i guess i have to do my part still......
and entertain whoever else might be watching me
with MY unpredictability, my surprises, and all that which others have
in their own unique ways, surprised me.

Love you, love all, love me.

Am-ber-wose.

WoW! 2007

Happy new year!

WoW... on 18th May 2005, i got myself a copy of World of Warcraft. How time has flown.

Burning Crusade should be out in a week or 2, n so shall end my journey with WoW. (actually it's kinda ended already but... ^^).

Here's to all the friends i've made. Cheers! Thanks for walking with me in the virtual realm =)

in RL, Kiriez, Carebear, Lowfatmilk.
from Shadowsong, Tianxia, Angelwithin, Terianne, Cway, Shmutt and more...
from Khaz'goroth, Cwey aka Cway from SS, Teirz, Bebear, Kenpachi, Toiletpaper, Scarecrowz, Deadstalk, Kylnn, Jumy, Zortha, Luffy, Mokni, Arskmodai, Crybaby, Purplekush, Chattersnap, Gritch, Iceweasel, Aringarosa, Urzoo, Poisedon, Genx, Furfur, Uniuni, Micallis, and more fellow PvPers i forgot, guildies of Kopi i can't remember, and Lovable Hamstergeddon pals;
and especially, those whom touched me more than virtually: Mcclance (Ben), Focusspa (Jemuel), Rastamastan (Mike), Zemana (Iris), Ugrasha (Jen), Luella (Ler Shan).
lastly, from Sons of Gabriel (Norgannon), thank you all for the fun times.

Thanks for the Xmas presents all! Love the photo especially =D
Mahjong kakis! till the next holidays! =) I'll get back my $$!!! =p

p.s. will get a tagboard up soon..... n i'll remember to blog a next post soon too LOL =p