Growing up

Sorry guys.
I need to grow up.
I'm stupid, irrational, and can't control my emotions. I'm immature and there's so many things that I can't figure up from down, right from wrong, left from right.
I stammer, stumble and fall.
I need time. Time to grow up.
Bloggy here is just a medium of expression so I can see what I am thinking. And you guys can read it too.
I'm running away again. I dunno when I'll come back, or what'll happen when I do.
But I will.
Thanks for playing with childish me. But I need to grow up. Sorry.