03 September, 2007

Secret

PS2102 should be renamed ST0131 =p i mean.. they're teaching statistics! ... elementary style =D i like the intellectual discussions, but i don't like the debates about stats analysis.. coz i've been exposed to enough stats, i don't wanna hear anymore!! arts student are awesome ppl.. but when it comes to stats... they can be quite idiots. to the extent that i'm in a stat(e) of shock. with the exclusion of economics majors :)
funny thing is.. econs majors tend to explain everything in either words or diagrams... i seem to think of everything in mathematical equations! zomg.. i'm in the wrong faculty (oh wait.. i AM a sci student! ... ... damn).. either that, or i've been too exposed to the Science culture =,='"
so tutorials ended, and i was met with a curtain of pouring rain; screening what's plainly in clear view from sight. walked the sheltered pathway to the bus stop and hopped onto a 96. rushed to JEC just in time for Secret. there were still tickets ^_^

i LOVE it. i mean, i'm emo. i'm a romance freak. and Secret was AWESOME. it's so sweet, it melts the heart. and there was that chemistry between the lovers.. it was so special. and the best part of it? the soundtrack. B-E-A-Utiful music.
this movie feeds off all your romantic fantasies. it really lets you step into the shoes of the protaganist(s) and feel.. it's almost as if you could reach out and touch the screen and.. "feel" love. i don't regret watching it one bit. and surprisingly, i don't regret watching it alone either :)
i wanna watch it again!! ^^
i guess. i gotta believe.. that being in love is about chemistry mostly. you can create it, imitate it, but how long can that last? the best lovers aren't those with a long history of relationships.. it's those who are living on the same level(frequency) and growing together(at the same rate) throughout their relationship. *damn.. even in descriptions, i gotta resort to mathematical breakdown and analysis.. wahaha!!*
meh. but if i believe that, then.. i gotta wait a looooong time b4 i find my other half haha! ah well. no difference to my life i guess =D

i'm surviving for now, but i need to work harder. semester's getting more cramped up, and i need to start pushing myself. LCCI accounts&bookkeeping exams are coming up soon too! i better start studying.. HARD. or else....
it's nice meeting up with people. it's nice being alone as well. ya noe what the funny thing is? i like being with ppl.. but i wanna be "alone" with ppl i noe. weird huh? i can talk alot, but thats society dictating my actions. it's become inborn, for me to fill up the silence between, coz ppl feel awkward and leave me if i don't.. but all i really want is to juz spend time together.. we don't even need to say anything.
i guess that's why i can hang with some ppl. like mark, darryl.. we can talk, but we can juz shuddup and go about with whatever. it's nice to have frenz like that.
i guess, that's why people call me weird :)

p.s. i need to refine my labels more. i'm unused to this... labelling =p but for now... SPAM!! ^_^

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