3 posts in one day.. wow..

it's exam period. no wow. u can tell. i'm freaking out. n i think i should just quit studying. i hate it so much.. but i can't imagine myself working either.. i'm.. wasted. >.<
newayz that's not the topic of this post. today we shall analyse the following, quoted from the movie Moulin Rouge:

Christian: All you need is love..
Satine: A girl has gotta eat.
Christian: All you need is love..
Satine: But she'll end up on the streets!
Christian: All you need is luuur...ve..
Satine: Love is just a game.

Are guys just too dense to notice? Or are girls too materialistic to see? Are all girls as such? Aren't girls the romantic ones? Why are guys the one that lose their brains when it comes to the irrational topic love? Am I stupid to question something as basic as love? Or should i delve deeper into love's nature? Since love is by far the most prominent irrationality in our lives.. "For the Love of God!" "For the Love of your Motherland!" "I'll die.. for you my love.." "..for better or worse, in sickness and health, through rich or poor, till death do us part.. do u?"

Can we live on love alone? Can love really see us through? What is this.. love? I feel.. excluded from this.. realm of society which many seems to embrace. I mean specifically, that between two person, totally unrelated by blood. Is it me, who has not opened up the eyes of my heart? Or is it my nature, the bringer of gloom n destruction, to never feel the searing pain people so cherish? Is not love a painful thing? Then again, is not pleasure derived from pain? Why then, do humanity seek to rid ourselves of all things pleasurable in our quest for enlightenment and holiness. To be cleansed of.. "evil". Does it not comprise of all the material pleasures of our world? No WoW. No Computer. No Car. No CASH? No sex. No Competition. Nothing.. Nirvana. ahh.. NOT!

Hmm.. this leaves much to ponder.. too much for my minute brain. I shall leave this to you wiser beings out there, to enlighten the ignorant aka me. Or if you can't, join me, and share with me, the burden i shoulder, to bring people.. the true meaning behind Love.

to be continued... maybe.. muahaha!
- Ambrose,
spoken w e council of e Lord of Destruction Amroui, n e Bringer of Death Silentstalkr