Ambrose Exposed.
ok. today i'll drop amroui aside. we all need a break from life. today i had a nice one. heart-warming, yet heart-wrenching. quiet day, yet a storm is brewing in my head, in my heart. watched that The Nanny and The Suite Life w Cody n Zack in the afternoon, that silly 7pm chinese drama serial about Jin Shiyi (the Snake Sword thingey and Mangshen Clan).., and Fielder's Choice (Hallmark 9pm). And they all had one thing in common: love. Different perspective, but yet similar idealistic concepts. And it warmed my heart, yet broke it into a thousand pieces at the same time.
in The Nanny, Fran had a WONDERFUL reunion w her gym teacher haha AND Cissy (did i spell it right?) had a touching reunion w her dad. i'm bad at telling stories, but to keep it short, Fran selflessly gave up a chance to watch AND MEET Barbara Streisand IN PERSON to bring about the reunion of father and daughter.. *sweet!* lesson learnt? feelings we hide cut us deeper than if we brought them out in the open. relationships (w parents, siblings, friends) should be as frank as we can be.. well.. easier said than done haha. for all who know me, you know i can be very blunt n tactless at times.. ok.. ALL THE TIME haha, but i just can't hide what i think n feel. hope u guys understand.. i'm a very impatient n short attention person. i can't manipulate n hide my thoughts n stuff =p
The Suite Life was FUN! sibling love n rivalry at its best! but learnt is the lesson to respect other's beliefs. this is best put in the context of religion. As much as i wanna love God, i wanna see ways God reach out to non-believers. God reached out to me when i was young so that helped, but what about my parents or my friends? it's kinda sad that there's always a boundary w Christians n non-Christians.. and i always feel stuck in between.. (since i've not chosen anything for those who think anything otherwise). i see my friends reaching out n spreading the Word, but they get shunned for it. is it that we Christians show a LACK OF RESPECT for other's belief? mayb.. but if we learn a little bit of tact n humility, maybe, just MAYBE, we can reach out to more of our friends in need..
Ah.. THAT CHINESE SERIAL.. i'm bad at chinese so dunno the title HAHA! but it was soooo sweet... Xiaofeng finally got together with Cheif Cao Jin-er (i think that's the name haha) after many persistant attempts to win her heart. the most memorable quote was when he said he loved her truly n deeply, and no matter how hard she pushed him away, he'll always be there for her. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. how sweet n idealistic those 2 words r.. i wish i cld say i possess such love for others. in many ways, upon reflection, i think i do.. those silly times when i spend time just doin crazy things for others, knowing i'll get nothing back.. knowing i'm insignificant yet trying my best to be something more.. i guess that's love. love for family, love for friends, love for.. .. yah. u get my drift =p a good friend once told me i'm too nice. i think too much for others.. wait.. i think more than 1 person told me that haha.. but i guess there must be some truth in it.. maybe it's coz i'm attention-seeking.. maybe it's coz i'm kind?? maybe it's coz i think too much.. or maybe i have a conscience? maybe that's what amroui really is. more than an alter ego, more than a nemesis, he is my "what if". what if i didn't have a conscience. what if i was bad. what if i really let my anger loose. what if i didn't have a heart..
well.. lastly, i STRONGLY recommend this Hallmark production Fielder's Choice. i don't know if there'll be a re-run or VCDs, but it's a REALLY touching story.. the protaganist (? not sure if this is the way to use this word, but lets call the main lead ie the protaganist man A since i forgot his name) was a workaholic. yah.. worked 5yrs off his life for success in his company. he was in ad designing. finally he had his big break. a chance of a lifetime. a major food chain approached the company to coordinate it's ad campaign. just then his elder sis dropped by, not for the 1st time apparently, to drop of her only son Zac as she'll be out of town. Problem is Zac had a learning disorder, so man A had to entertain Zac while trying to keep up the pace to prepare for the presentation. the story goes that the sis had a car accident and died.. leaving two "strangers": Zac n man A, to start life from that point anew. they had to let go of their past, cherish their present, n move forward into the future. man A had the dilemia of work vs the new responsibility thrown at him: his nephew Zac. so it went that they had a happy ending.. but MAN I WANNA CRY just thinking of the story.. *sob-sob* yah stupid blogs r not meant for story telling.. so i'll just stop short here. point is i've learnt to cherish my ties more after this show. i don't know if anyone out there knows this, but i cherish my friends more than my family ties at times. i feel guilty for that but i just can't help it. it's the way my heart-strings r tugged.. i guess i gotta sort things out. but yah i'll always remember how much i love my sister.. i don't think she'll read this blog, but i know she knows n i'm happy n that's that..
kkz tears r welling up le.. gonna sign off here. today's a touching day. cya ard pple ^^ the slacker's always here for ya all =p
in The Nanny, Fran had a WONDERFUL reunion w her gym teacher haha AND Cissy (did i spell it right?) had a touching reunion w her dad. i'm bad at telling stories, but to keep it short, Fran selflessly gave up a chance to watch AND MEET Barbara Streisand IN PERSON to bring about the reunion of father and daughter.. *sweet!* lesson learnt? feelings we hide cut us deeper than if we brought them out in the open. relationships (w parents, siblings, friends) should be as frank as we can be.. well.. easier said than done haha. for all who know me, you know i can be very blunt n tactless at times.. ok.. ALL THE TIME haha, but i just can't hide what i think n feel. hope u guys understand.. i'm a very impatient n short attention person. i can't manipulate n hide my thoughts n stuff =p
The Suite Life was FUN! sibling love n rivalry at its best! but learnt is the lesson to respect other's beliefs. this is best put in the context of religion. As much as i wanna love God, i wanna see ways God reach out to non-believers. God reached out to me when i was young so that helped, but what about my parents or my friends? it's kinda sad that there's always a boundary w Christians n non-Christians.. and i always feel stuck in between.. (since i've not chosen anything for those who think anything otherwise). i see my friends reaching out n spreading the Word, but they get shunned for it. is it that we Christians show a LACK OF RESPECT for other's belief? mayb.. but if we learn a little bit of tact n humility, maybe, just MAYBE, we can reach out to more of our friends in need..
Ah.. THAT CHINESE SERIAL.. i'm bad at chinese so dunno the title HAHA! but it was soooo sweet... Xiaofeng finally got together with Cheif Cao Jin-er (i think that's the name haha) after many persistant attempts to win her heart. the most memorable quote was when he said he loved her truly n deeply, and no matter how hard she pushed him away, he'll always be there for her. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. how sweet n idealistic those 2 words r.. i wish i cld say i possess such love for others. in many ways, upon reflection, i think i do.. those silly times when i spend time just doin crazy things for others, knowing i'll get nothing back.. knowing i'm insignificant yet trying my best to be something more.. i guess that's love. love for family, love for friends, love for.. .. yah. u get my drift =p a good friend once told me i'm too nice. i think too much for others.. wait.. i think more than 1 person told me that haha.. but i guess there must be some truth in it.. maybe it's coz i'm attention-seeking.. maybe it's coz i'm kind?? maybe it's coz i think too much.. or maybe i have a conscience? maybe that's what amroui really is. more than an alter ego, more than a nemesis, he is my "what if". what if i didn't have a conscience. what if i was bad. what if i really let my anger loose. what if i didn't have a heart..
well.. lastly, i STRONGLY recommend this Hallmark production Fielder's Choice. i don't know if there'll be a re-run or VCDs, but it's a REALLY touching story.. the protaganist (? not sure if this is the way to use this word, but lets call the main lead ie the protaganist man A since i forgot his name) was a workaholic. yah.. worked 5yrs off his life for success in his company. he was in ad designing. finally he had his big break. a chance of a lifetime. a major food chain approached the company to coordinate it's ad campaign. just then his elder sis dropped by, not for the 1st time apparently, to drop of her only son Zac as she'll be out of town. Problem is Zac had a learning disorder, so man A had to entertain Zac while trying to keep up the pace to prepare for the presentation. the story goes that the sis had a car accident and died.. leaving two "strangers": Zac n man A, to start life from that point anew. they had to let go of their past, cherish their present, n move forward into the future. man A had the dilemia of work vs the new responsibility thrown at him: his nephew Zac. so it went that they had a happy ending.. but MAN I WANNA CRY just thinking of the story.. *sob-sob* yah stupid blogs r not meant for story telling.. so i'll just stop short here. point is i've learnt to cherish my ties more after this show. i don't know if anyone out there knows this, but i cherish my friends more than my family ties at times. i feel guilty for that but i just can't help it. it's the way my heart-strings r tugged.. i guess i gotta sort things out. but yah i'll always remember how much i love my sister.. i don't think she'll read this blog, but i know she knows n i'm happy n that's that..
kkz tears r welling up le.. gonna sign off here. today's a touching day. cya ard pple ^^ the slacker's always here for ya all =p
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