19 July, 2007

What if...

what if a girl came up to you and said "i don't wanna die a virgin.."
or
what if a guy came up to you and said "i don't wanna die a virgin.."
(to whomever it may apply to. i'm nice. i give consideration to the lesbian community, lesbian meaning guys/girls liking the same sex)
what'll you do? would you grant the person's dying wish? assuming he/she is dying, and not from a STD. yeah.. THAT STD. just assuming.
guess what.
i was thinking of that on the way home.. why?
mayb coz i got hit by a dizzy spell and my chest just suddenly felt really really pain -,-'"
(not a heart attack i assure you =p)
but newayz, you guys know i always fear, and yet believe, that i'd die young. funny, coz i dun feel young anymore ROFL
in today's society, how much do YOU value chasity? if you've already lost it, how much do you think it SHOULD be worth?
is it worth bringing to your grave?
where is the romance? what tingles that feeling inside you?
the way he/she looks at you? the feel of his/her palm in yours? the smell of his/her scent? the sound of his/her voice? or is it just the way you feel when you're with that someone?
what if...
what if you sat down all day, just staring at the sky.
what if you dreamed the day away, and someone's there with you, dreaming away.. parallel, different, yet similar. connected, yet apart.
what if..
now, that's special. may not be romance, may be just platonic. may be nothing more than two strangers.. but heh, that's something worth treasuring.
now, if only that were reality.
what if... time slowed down. what if the second hand stopped ticking. what if you could see the water droplets falling from the leaking tap.. and not dropping into the basin? what if.. you could slow time and see everything, capture everything. just a still of life as it is at the moment. not just the looks, but the sound, the smell, the atmosphere, that thought.
what if...
but the world rushes by, and so must i.

p.s. dofus is fun =D
p.p.s. to fgerra. i call myself ash nowadays. amroui's still around somewhere.. but yeah. ash =) a nice guy name =D and i think charity is a cool gal name. *thinks of 风云* =p
p.p.s. be who you wanna be, not who others want you to be.
(unless you're me, who's everybody and nobody at the same time =p i'm a chameleon ^^)
p.p.p.s. check this out http://www.machinima.com/films.php?id=22811 =D sorry. i'm a machinima lover =D

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